against SA tmr. if we could just talk, i want to let you know that ily still.
Friday, March 27, 2009 ' 9:54 PM Y
wished i could say 'i told you so'.wished i could asked 'so what now?'.but im just glad you're much much happier now so just fuck the endless wishes alright amir?:) season is starting soon.sadly we wont be playing with your school.kinda sad.thought i could finally see you if you're playing at your home ground.tsk.but hey im in the team now.first team actually:) wish you were here to share the joy cos you were there when it wasnt the case last year.sigh. oh yeah.to add to my endless wishes which i've just fucked a few a paragraphs ago,i really really wish i could see you soon!honestly, i was over the moon and the fucking american satellite when you said we could meet up during the holidays though it din happen but heck you made me happy for the entire week,so thank you for that:) and lastly i wish i could call you before every game just like i used to,saying i love you,and hearing you telling me take care.cos i was afraid i wouldnt make it out of the field alive and hear your voice again.haha.tts how scared i was.tsk.stupid boy.and again i'll say i love you jo,and i'll always do. kinda long post eh.could be more but hey,its amir being the lazy malay boy could do no more than these.haha.from your photos you seem to be enjoying yourself and im trying very hard to do the same:) but lifes a bitch and i do have a few problems here and there but dont you worry(tsk) its all under control.or so i thought.whatever.said enough bout you.quite enough.haha.abit better now. hey asyraf be strong alright.i got your back bro.in and off the field.to aly i do want you to be happy and just hope you do know what you're doing.haha.if you dont,dont ask me.no point.haha. and hey crystal just hope you'll stop ignoring me.i do want to make peace or something like that but you're making it so awkward.believe me when i say its for your own good.hope you understand.and im sorry. 4.45.next tuesday.sjc.0-0.lets go! goodnight